Thursday 3 May 12 02:38
I have missed this! Whenever I was feeling down I would come on piczo and look at blogs and always smile. Its been about a month since I've been on the website and I have missed blogging. Life has been complicated lately, whether it was about tipical boy problems (been a looot of those) or to family shit. School has been intense and I've actually been bullied and currently still am. It hasn't been easy, I've lost a lot of friends. But in a way that's a good thing because now all the shitheads are gone and I can try to move on with my life. I haven't really been going to school, I went twice last week and maybe 3 times this week. I'm currently looking at TAFE courses and hoping to only going to school for my core subjects. Fingers crossed!!

So besides all the drama, I've bought myself hair extentions...but never wear them! haha and I've also put pink in my fringe which you can kinda see in the picture above. Ohhh and I moved into a caravan. :3 I'll put photos up in the next post.

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Sunday 8 April 12 02:13
You know your a teenager when you forget its easter! Yep. I didn't realise till Friday night...ugh. 
So just an updatteeer guys. :)
I'm thinking of maybe moving my blog to a new website.... yae or nae?
I'm moving out of home...well kinda. I'm going into a caravan. :3 Will keep you's updated with photos. :)
I really want to start a YouTube account. Like really bad! 
I get to see my best fraaannd Emma next week! I haven't seen her since she moved. :'(

So I hope you all have a lovely Easter. I love you all! xx
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Sunday 25 March 12 06:30
A photo of me from the photo shoot yesterday. :3
(Click here for more photos on Smile4Photos)

Well, life has been really fucked up in the last few months. My sister and I are no longer on speaking terms, and I plan on keeping it that way. I'm not gonna go into  great detail about it all because I don't want it out in the world. But yeah, I wanted to move out...and the best that could happen was for me to live in a caravan in the yard because I haven't got a job yet so I couldn't afford to live independently. So this leaves me in a fucked situation because I'm not at home much (to get away from the drama) so I'm usually downtown with friends, but I have no money to do anything. :L And I can't stand school at the moment either so I go downtown instead. Ugh, I just wish life wasn't so complicated. 

.....Or is it just that I'm making it complicated? Mm, enough thinking for me today. D:<


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Sunday's usually mean an early morning to get myself ready for church*, but this morning I just couldn't bring myself to wake up. I woke up and fell asleep continuesly from 7am till 8am. Church starts at 9. Yeah, I just stayed in bed. *Church. Okay for you's who don't know this, yes I go to church. I am the only one in my family who goes. I am a Christian, but I'm yet to be  baptised. I have only been going to church for about 5, maybe 6 months. And in all honesty, I am a shit excuse for a Christian....I swear, occasionally smoke/drink, don't pray a lot, I don't even own a Bible...But the thing is, it doesn't really matter cause He is gonna accept me no matter who I am or what I do. Yeah I've had my doubts, still do and probably always will. But going to church gives me some what stablelness in life, which is something I really need right now...Friday nights is Youth night. Long story short, I broke down big time and Zen really didn't help at all, so I grabbed my bag and left. I only had my school shirt and shorts on, walking along the creek in the dark. Yeah, great idea that was. So by the time I had stopped crying I was walking along some street eating my Red Rooster burger I had gotton before and this dog fucking started chasing me! Ugh, so if you couldn't already tell, this is a night I don't exactly want to remember.Sorry for such a depressing post. :L
Love you guys. :) xx
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Thursday 1 March 12 01:12

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Ugh. I hate being sick, as everyone does. Heh.
My whole body just ached and I couldn't talk, so because of this I haven't been at school. Which is a good thing, I needed a break cause school was doing my head in. Well...the people in it anyway.
I still feel like complete shit, but meh. I'll attempt to go back to school tomorrow. D:<

I don't know about you guys...but I get to times when I feel like I've found myself, you know, got things sorted out (school, future career, job, friends etc) and then one small thing gets said or happens and your left going "what the fuck!?' and all confused and thinking about every little thing. It pisses me off something cronic. But I guess, with all that said...that's how we find ourselves. How shit.

Well, with my family having ditched me I'm going to spend my day doing assignments and relaxing. Betcha Facebook will fuck that up. Haha :)
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